Wednesday, May 8, 2013

In A Free State, Waddell


Strategies/Techniques

• we saw that all his clothes were in ruin, that the knot on his scarf was tight and grimy; that he was a tramp. Already told us that he was a tramp in the last paragraph, but the repetition of the word and the realization is effective here after the listing of the attributes of a tramp.
• They looked a good deal less unhappy with the ship than they said they were. Good way to explain putting on airs. Can be used to describe anyone who is feigning something. He looked less/more _______ than he said they was.
• Many people, both here and in India, will feel that I have done well. But. Sentence fragment at the end of the paragraph helps to heighten the uncertainty we feel as readers and create more possibility in our imaginations.
• I saw myself having to return to my village in the hills, to my wife and children there, not just for a holiday but for good. One of the only mentions of wife and children, and there is no shame or guilt associated with leaving them behind. Saying serious things in passing, as if they were nothing, creates a sinister, uneasy, morally intriguing atmosphere.
• With Priya the world was servile. With Custis, the world was… The world was less _____ when Custis accompanied me.
• This is how I think of him in Montreal, furthering his studies, and happy among the maple leaves. General/abstract action paired with a specific sensory detail or element of landscape. Juxtaposition of general/specific and coincidence of personal/geographic make for a full, beautiful sentence.
• I feel that if I stay in that room I would hit him. And yet I went to his room with love and shame. Confound the character’s expectations of themselves. Circumstances of life are constantly making us change our minds, suddenly and in ways we cannot forsee.
• As though he was at once punishing and forgiving all who misunderstood him. Paradox opens up the sentence in a charming, ambiguous way. Use opposite actions together.
• In another country this would not have been noticeable; here it was unusual. Good way to build a sense of place. Make an action stand out there, that would not stand out somewhere else. What seems strange only in this landscape?
• Bobby asked, in the brisk, friendly, simple voice he used with country Africans. Says a lot about a character to give him a special voice that he only uses with someone, or with a particular group of people. Can reveal prejudices, proclivities, insecurities, ulterior motives
• It is a smell of rotting vegetation and Africans. One is very much like the other. What two things that are very different does a character think are similar. Interesting way to develop character, what strange associations does she make?
• Somehow in the desert he had learned boredom. In (place) he learned (a feeling, not usually thought of as learned). The (place) taught him (feeling we don’t think of as needing to be taught). Match verbs with unexpected objects.

Loved Phrases and Ideas

• he had developed this way of swiftly explaining himself to himself… He hadn’t wanted company; he wanted only the camouflage and protection of company. This is how so many people think and speak.
• The American schoolchildren lay in their own promiscuous seasick heap. This reminds me of advertisements for 90s sitcoms. All the “Friends” lounging on top of one another.
• each had taken the measure of the other. And they were both tired.
• the sort of distaste we feel when we are faced with something that should be kin but turns out not to be, turns out to be degraded, like a deformed man, or like a leper, who from a distance looks whole. People/beings that look completely unlike us are less unsettling than people/beings who look very similar to us but still somehow, not right. It just takes the smallest details to create the creepiest sensations. Think Baudelaire’s essay on dolls.  
• sorrow lasts and can make a man look forward to death, but the mood of victory fills a moment and then is over. Cetain characters/people will have different default emotions that seem to last, and everything other emotion is just a brief episode for them. People obsessed with achieving happiness can never be happy, because it only exists in moments and cannot be achieved.
• How can a man like yourself have enemies? There would be not profit in it. I have enemies. It is part of your happiness and part of the equity of the world that you cannot have enemies.
• All that my freedom has brought me is the knowledge that I have a face and have a body, that I must feed this body and clothe this body for a certain number of years. Then it will be over. The agony that comes with freedom. Freedom is a set of responsibilities/chores that we must fulfill in order to survive. Is there such a thing as true freedom? Not in the idealized sense. We have to sell our labor, or labor for ourselves, in order to survive.  
• the love and the danger I carry all my life burst.
• It would be much more bearable if they was ugly. But they are not ugly, and I feel that their scorn is right. The power exerted by beauty. The ease with which we discount the opinions/judgment of ugly people. And it works vice versa too. The people whose judgments we discount and do not respect become uglier to us, and the people we trust become more beautiful.
• He is like a man who break his back in truth. Beautiful!
• If a man could do that, if a man could just leave a life that spoil… How quich a big thing like that settle, how quick a man spoil his life.
• Africa here was décor.
• “That’s been said before.” I love that as a retort to shut someone down. It is so cold and blasé. Fits a pretentious character, or someone who is shaming a pretentious character.

New Words and Words To Use
• lassitude
• enmity
• intrigue (as a verb) the president intrigued with the representatives of white governments

Ideas for my story

• I felt I had caught the person in an interval between his television duties. I used to think of myself as being on TV all the time when I was a child (Truman Show style, but before the movie came out!) Probably a common phenomenon for children who grow up surrounded by TV. Heightened by reality TV and enacted in when we curate our virtual presences through social media.

• I can’t start again. I can’t go back to the cigarette factory and those insulting illiterate girls and that long ride in the cold morning to the factory. All of these characters move into a new world/class/social group/mental state that prevents them from resuming their old lives. This feeling is essential for making any narrative resonate, the feeling that some type of line has been crossed and there’s no going back. Doesn’t have to be written this explicitly, but the sentiment has to pervade the consciousness of the protagonist and/or the reader.





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